I live it
I breathe it
And now it’s all I want to do
I thought for a while
How do I explain it to everyone?
Then I thought,
Stop thinking and start writing
And that’s all I do these days
I can’t explain it
I just wake up and it begins
And keeps going
Until my eyes rest at night
And even when I sleep, it writes itself
Onto my brain
And before I know it
I’m awake writing bits and pieces
Of everything I think I thought
And it begins again
And again, every day
And each time I doubt everything
My lover’s eyes whisper
And that’s exactly what I do.
I’ll be writing more freely like this for a while. I find the unstructured, poetic style comforting. I find it truthful, I find it healing. I’ll be touching on all aspects of my life – Relationships, heartache, mommyhood, love, loss, friendships – openly and freely for all of you to see. I’ll use names when it’s appropriate to do so, and poetic verse when it’s not. I can’t wait to begin this raw writing approach… I guess I’ve already begun.
Now to begin sharing with you all what I’ve been thinking, feeling, realizing, and WRITING for the past few weeks. I won’t share too many details just yet — But, during my LifeofKi hiatus, I began somewhat of a personal project, and it is beautifully molding how I see and write about the world inside and outside of myself. This is my life, these are my thoughts, dreams, hopes, and fears – unguarded. All of it for you to see in the weeks to come! I’m ready to do this. I’m ready to speak about it all. I’m ready. Now, it begins. I can’t wait to hear what you think.